so just let me say this.
i'm not blaming you for being selfish.
because its what you need out of someone and i can't change that no matter how hard i try.
i'm just sorry that we had to let his go by.
let it slip away.
i know that you're torn up about this and i'm not going to force you.
i hope you know what you mean to me.
i may never be there, but my heart will always be with you.
i'm sick of seeing you cry for someone who doesn't appreciate you one bit.
call me racist or what ever, i just dont like his type of people.
bastards.
i know you wont accept my gifts because they are not what you want.
even more so, they are not what you need.
i wont lie.
especially to you.
i love you.

its been three years.
i hope you're still holding up.



xoxo;
CLAIRE.